lucky find

I was scavanging for someting juicy to read through my stash of papers I had written that has been collecting dust for some time now and the most awful thing emerged ...

Instructions for:

Barium Enema 48 Hour Preparation

Good God! The thought immediately flooded my brain ... my mom? My brother? Me? Then I pictured my own self reaceiving that fucking enema and I took a deep breath for that image to quickly dissipate.

My mom is a nurse so some of her documents got mixed with my papers... I tend to leave my writing everywhere. Why would it matter? My family already thinks I am cuckoo haha. Anyhow, she could go to jail for that... she could lose her job ... leaving personal documents out in public for all innocent eyes to see! Actually, she SHOULD get incarcerated for injecting enematic pictures in my head ... I know that is not a word ... enematic ... I created it from cinematic ... isn't it lovely?

Anyway ... yes, it is extremely horrific to picture yourself bent over with a ... nevermind ... and my poor papers ... my writing ... my poetry!!! Contaminated with bile!!!! Ack!!!!!!!!!